A letter never sent
While I was writing the below letter I changed my mind about sending it to a friend. I felt selfish for reaching out about my fitness woes when there are so many other things going on in the world and here I am dragging my ass about getting into shape. There are people out there who wished that was the only reason holding them back from movement.
I’ve decided to share my letter here, as a way to hold myself accountable for the way I feel. While this is an open journal it’s still a journal, and as humans we are intrigued by how far we’ve come when we look at our past. I’m hoping my feelings today will become my past….
I need your encouragement! I am having a bit of motivation issues lately when it comes to crossfit. I am feeling less and less excited about coming in and my eating habits have been a struggle lately. Maybe it’s the pressure of my birthday coming up and while I feel stronger, I am not close to where I want to be appearance wise. I feel like such a brat complaining but I’m afraid if I continue to look at the glass half full I will fall off track. While I know this is the best thing for me mentally and physically, some days I just want to give up on my fitness journey!
Help me! xoxoxo